13 January 2006

Yup...13 January 2006. That is my appointment date. An appointment that I really don't look forward to go...

One day during Ramadhan, while I was working, suddenly I can't seem to focus my eyes. Then my eye sight started to become blurry and followed by a numbness on the left side of my body. After that, it started. A bloody painfull headache! I was immediately brought to the nearest hospital. Later they did a CT Scan on my head and found a cyst. For a moment, all I can think was, there goes my head, will be cut open! The doctor advised me to see the neurologist as she can't do anything about it. After all she's just an MO. That night i can't sleep and was the longest night ever in my life. So the next day I went to see the neurologist. For about 15 to 20 minutes the neurologist kept on asking me with alot of questions and recorded all my answers in the computer. Then, she stopped and looked at me and said "You should not be worried. In my opinion, I don't think the cyst in your head is the cause of the headache. It may be already there since birth. The headache, the numbness and the blurry eye sight can be due to other reason such as low sugar level in the body as you were fasting" Thank God! Just to be at the safe side, she suggested to me to do an MRI and a date was set...13 January 2006.

Until today, thank to the God, I'm fine. But deep inside, a worry still attach...